Nicolas Anelka says his penalty miss for Chelsea in their Champions League final defeat to Manchester United hurt him more than skipper John Terry.
"Even when I did play I was on the pitch for five, 10 minutes and it wasn't in my position so the penalty miss was more difficult for me than John.
"John is a big player for Chelsea, he has already done something for the club by helping them win so many trophies. I am new so it was more difficult for me. I try not to think about it, but it's very hard.
"Even if I'd scored that penalty I still would feel I have something to prove."